Mémé, Where have you been?

9/17/2019

Sunny Day to All,

Ohhhhhhh, how I miss blogging...
I had so many awesome plans for this summer; so many patterns I was supposed to sew. I planned all these different outdoor photoshoots that never took place. So disappointing.... This was the year I was supposed to take advantage of the summer to crowd my blog with some new pieces and enhance my skills. I was supposed to launch a few new projects and collaborate with other "sewists" but nothing happened.

Thank you to all of those that sent private messages asking if I was well. This summer has been very unpredictable. I had a medical procedure that totally stole my summer. I couldn't sew, I couldn't blog, I couldn't cook, I just couldn't... The stress associated with this procedure was overwhelming financially, physically and emotionally.

I tried to sew because I knew that sewing was my happy place. However, I felt stuck. It's like I wasn't inspired anymore. I felt like I had nothing left in me. I didn't have the energy that I usually have. I chose to pray and left everything in God's Hands. It was not easy but I smiled during the entire process. Some will ask how I did it or how I stayed so positive and the only answer I had was God. By the time I got off from work every day, I was uncomfortable or in pain and my body needed to rest. I was on heavy meds and could barely stay awake when I got home. I had to take care of my body and my soul. Unfortunately the procedure did not end well. I was devastated and in pain. I saw the sadness in everyone surrounding my husband and I and it hurt. Everyone always feed from my energy and for the 2nd time of my life, I didn't have any to share. So I chose to stay away for a while to deal with the pain. I had to found this peaceful place in my heart to accept this path. It is taking a while but I am choosing to refocus on what brought me joy; God, family and of course sewing.

When I finally found the strength to pick a pattern, select a fabric, cut and sew a garment, I was happy while I was sewing. But, as soon as I was done, I couldn't find the words to describe my experience with the pattern. So there you go, I am sitting on several garments that I have yet to share on the blog. But I kept sewing because when I did, I let myself go and felt much better. I have to admit that I still have my moments, but sewing heals. As soon as I started to sew again, I started feeling better. My body is still on recovery mode. I have an exhausted soul. My mind is still unsettled and my heart is still broken. But, sewing heals.

I have an amazing husband who went through this entire process with me and never left my side, whether it was at home, the center or the hospital. I am blessed with a strong family support. I am also surrounded with great friends.

So there you have it! This is where I have been. I am back and ready to share some great pieces. Again thank you so much for all the prayers, messages and support. Now it's time to loose this weight and keep sewing some beautiful garments.

Sewing truly heals.... so I shall rejoice in my happy place. Happy Sewing to You!

10 Comments

Madeline

9/18/2019 06:44:29 am

Dear Meme,

It takes courage to share with us your journey and help us remember that it is normal to go through some period when we are empty on emotional, physical and spiritual energy. I am glad that you are (maybe slowly to your opinion) but surely getting back in the game of life. I am eager to see the new pieces you made.
As much as everyone cannot wait to see your sewing results but we also want you to make your self care a priority. As sewing is your happy place, try spending time in your happy place and continue to give us a glimpse of your happy place.
Happy sewing!

Ur sister

9/18/2019 07:23:11 am

My love u are strong and Im so happy u took the time to share ur story love. Im here for u no matter what and we know the God will make what ppl say is impossible... possible. I know u and I know u will conquer all through God. I love you SIS and always LOOK up bc He is the only ONE 😉😇😘

Jennifer E

9/18/2019 07:29:12 am

Me’ your brave, strong, determined and the list can go on! Healing is a process and it has its ups and downs, but I am glad you are able to have a platform to share your creativity and passion to the world! Your husband is amazing and at times we forget how challenging life can be for them as well. But challenges has away of bringing you closer to GOD and those around you. Positive thoughts and prayers are always with you and your husband! Looking forward to the new fall collection by Touch of Me’ ! The Best is yet come!

J.P.

9/18/2019 07:33:00 am

Welcome Back! Glad to see you are able to be in your happy place again. We definately are looking forward to seeing your amazing new pieces, as you out do yourself with each project you take on. Your vision is out of this world. But I'd like to also thank you for sharing your journey, and I wish you well as you recover emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Continue to bask in your happy place, and all things will fall into place, at times we have to step back reflect and come back to properly heal. So take your time, and enjoy! Happy Sewing! Excited to see what you have been working on.

Your friendly neighbor

9/18/2019 07:59:00 am

I am over the moon proud of you for taking another chance on yourself. People tend to doubt their ability to do things far more than we'd like to admit. Not you though! You pushed through and did it with THE best spirit. As someone that can somewhat relate to what you're going through, believe me when I tell you that in the end it'll be worth it. Whether we are or not successful, we can always tell ourselves that we gave it our best and ALL that we had and for that reason someday our frowns will turn into smiles and we will wear like a badge of honor to have had the opportunity to "take that chance". I Love you and respect your strength. Also you know what they say..."3rd times a charm!"

Astrid

9/18/2019 08:27:58 am

Meme,

Our Lord will carry you through. I salute your strength. Thank you for your blogs, your style is as colorful as your spirit. HE will make a way my dear. 😘

Johanne B.

9/18/2019 09:36:04 am

Meme, it is so nice to hear from you. Thank you for sharing your journey as painful it is to you. I have already considered you as a "little sis", little Meme, since your big sis Alex is one of my best friends. Reading about your pain also brings me pain. We each carry our own crosses as Jesus commands us to do, but wherever we are in our life journey sharing our burdens with others alleviates the weight of the cross and creates bonds with others that is so much needed for our emotional stability. Hang in there Meme! We will nevet undetstand why God allows.certain things. All we can do is trust in His ways. I'll keep you and your loved ones in my prayers.
Johanne B

Cyntia

9/18/2019 10:28:00 am

Welcome back my dear
..... and please always remember that the storm will not last forever.
Whatever you are going through, IT SHALL PASS.
Take care and God bless

Fafou

9/18/2019 10:33:21 am

Wow meme......tears ran down my face while reading your mesaage but toward the end you brought a smile to my face. You are getting back to yourself little by little. Im not gonna say nuch3 because you already know it all.

Be strong and strong. You can do it and you will do it. Keep sewing and dont stop. Missed your energy vibes and specially you.

God is good. Love you sis🥰

Alexandra

9/20/2019 08:58:45 pm

Be happy with no regrets, because you're so passionate and your feelings are so intense, that you can feel shiver looking up to the future.
Although, passion is an uncommon gift, that you have,and it will help you to stay on your track in a peaceful way. So keep your loving heart beating with those smiling eyes while sharing with us your joyful sewing moments. :)
xan

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